I miss you so much Sam, I want so much to spend just one day with you, to hold you and remind you how much i love you, how treasured you are, how wonderful, kind, handsome and clever you are. Please wait for me Sam, please come and get me when i get to heaven, so i can hug you. I promise to never let you go again. I love you to the moon and back forever and ever baby boy love mum XXXX