Well Baby boy it is almost a new year and i have no choice but to face it without you. I love you so much and miss you so desperately! You have been gone 6 months sweetheart and its not getting any easier to breathe without you. What would i give to have you back? ANYTHING. Don't forget me Sam, i promise when i get to heaven i will hug you so hard you will be begging me to stop. I love you to the moon & back forever and ever Mum