Dear beautiful Sam, Some days are harder than others baby boy but none of them are like they used to be. Today i miss you so much and wish so badly i could get you back. Life isn't the same anymore Sam, I feel like a part of me has died with you. I miss everything about you but mostly your shy smile and the way to would bounce on your toes when you came in from the sleepout every morning. I find myself watching and waiting for you but you never come. Today Sam i ask why and i don't like to do that often because it makes the hurt worse. I love you baby boy to the moon and back forever and ever Amen